Survival 7

kyonissho
Aug 18
2 min read

Updated: Nov 16

S.Ni. had children with three women at least.

My status was exchanged from S.Ni.'s son to M.Ni.'s son.

And M.Ni. tried to sell me to political power in Japan with M.

M.Ni. told me as K was his first boy. But I didn't understand yet what M.Ni. was telling me. Because before it, I had lost any place where I could live in Japan as human, I couldn't combine his explanations as seemingly paradox, and for example police officers existed always around me in the social punishments for propaganda, and my photos, letters and every documents were stolen and spread. It is for their largest benefit to take a thing from anyone by their greatest social force, and is called 村八分 (Murahachibu: social isolation) in Japanese expression.

I was always in the menace since I was born.

Fig.2:

A photograph like picked up from a battlefront, intentionally printed like this. I protected my mind with my bicycle, my brother of different father hid himself behind me because of fear. The photographer was a friend of my half-brother regarded as my father. I was never told the reality and all my effort to live were destroyed since I was born.

A librarian in a high school which I was graduated took up different employment to (1) 北海道工業大学 (Hokkaido Institute of Technology). And he took up different employment again to a library near I was living after the graduation. He was Christian.

My teacher 井手賁夫 (Ayao Ide who was given Merit-Order of Republic Germany, and who was emeritus professor of Hokkaido University) was also a professor of (2) 北海道薬科大学 (Hokkaido Collage of Pharmacy). (1) and (2) belong to a same corporate body of education. I guess every information was exchanged with the world especially since 1987 since I met Ayao Ide.

My specialty in the institute was electric engineering (the graduation theme was AI, with the top rating). On the other hand, I was studying personally Greek philosophy, Nietzsche, psychoanalysis and (a little) cultural anthropology while I could take time. And I was reading Hermann Hesse's novels and was writing poem since 1980. I wanted to conquer the menace, realized the perfect language, and I know that this world is tackling to rescue me.

Fig.3:

Is it meaning spikes' mat? I'm not sure.

Although after I didn't use the space with my washing machine, the threatening ornaments were replaced for a while.

The mat has been fastened between the panel and the net door.

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Cats are gathering and seemingly getting drunk onto the white powder on the corner of the fence. I guess the powder is a kind of silvervine in order to generate a witchcraft's illusion (Ninja work/business).

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